I've been letting my imagination run wild again. Sorry, but . . .
Can you imagine walking down an old dusty road in the heat of summer
with your best friend--and the last week of your life has been the worst
week of your life. The great good thing that you were expecting to
happen imploded. Depression grips your heart. Confusion, uncertainty.
What do we do now? And suddenly a stranger falls
into step with you and asks what's bothering you--your sadness is so
palpable. A little irritated--how can he possibly not know what's been
going on in Jerusalem lately--you explain to him your sorrows.
Instantly, he starts going through the Old Testament, opening your eyes
to the truth that the implosion was God's planned miracle of grace. It
was eternally designed to happen that way. Joy overwhelms the sorrow.
The stranger joins you for lunch, says the blessing, breaks you off a
piece of bread, and . . . Danced on air right back to Jerusalem, don't
you think? And wouldn't you love to have that conversation on tape:
"Dusty Road Theology 101: Beginning in Genesis?" Or "The Implosions in
Your Life are Grace Gifts."
Can you imagine? You're sitting
in a room, weary from doing the work God has called you do. Alone.
Dare I say depressed. To make matters worse, a young man you had been
training to join you in the work, has just told you that he's leaving.
"Forget it Paul. I'm going back to really live life! Forget this Jesus
stuff." "Ah, Demas, my heart breaks for you. I'm all alone here, Lord.
I know, you promise us that you're always with us. Sure feels like
I'm alone, though, Lord." A knock at the door. "Titus, my good friend!
Where did you come from? The work is prospering? Growing by leaps
and bounds? Oh, Titus, so good to see you! What? Feeling lonely? Who
me? Yes--I was. But we're never alone you know. He's always standing
at the door, knocking." Feeling lonely? Say, is that a knock at the
door? Do I hear your phone ringing? Well, look at that . . . a note in
the mail. "Lo, I am with you, always."
Imagine you're a
prisoner. Yeah, you brought in on yourself. Just got a letter from an
old jailer friend in Philippi. He's discouraged--how could the Lord
allow you be locked up? (And no Silas there to sing the melody.) How
to encourage that church? The new guard walks in, shackles himself to
your leg. Smirks, "I hope you're not expecting me to show you any mercy
you old Jew." Ahhh---"no, my young Roman, I'm not. But I know this
story all about mercy, can I share it with you? I mean, where are you
going to go? All chained up like that. Me and you! All afternoon! Can
I write a quick letter, first? Dear friend: My time here in prison is
wonderful! Caesar's best soldiers are, like you and your family did,
coming to find our Savior--and spreading the news throughout Nero's
house." The worst of times for the believer is always an opportunity
for the best of times. You do have a story to tell.
Imagine!
You've just discovered that your great zeal for God was actually a
violent rebellion against God! You've been attacking Him by persecuting
His children. Blind fool! How can He ever use me for His service
again? Why would He even want to? "Paul?" "Yes?" "My name is
Ananias. God has an assignment for you. You won't believe what it is?"
God's never met a failure that He couldn't use to do His marvelous
work of redeeming a lost world.
Just imagine . . .
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